Welcome back if you made it. How many fish did you count?
I don’t even know if I’d call all this shit my “plight” any more. Seems like it’s gone beyond even that. Yes, it is unbelievably awful, but -thinking back on other times I was U.S. stuck- this strikes me as normal for this fair land. I’ve always been ‘the outsider’ but I’ve always felt it 100% more in America (I realized I’ve only spent about one third of my life in the States). The creatures I described in my concentration camp are pretty representative of all the citizens here…possibly even less disgusting…and actually my complex and its surroundings are probably the best place around. If you can believe that.
You wrote: “I know what you mean about Miro – and I’ve tried to transfer the small up onto a bigger scale. But for some reason it never translate. I have a feeling that it’s a lack of craftsmanship on my part – a lack of knowledge regarding material too. Let me ask, one of the doodles that you admired, how would you go about scaling it up?
Can’t address every doodle or painting but for this discussion the doodle that stayed with me most is maybe the most classical. You only have it named as “Ink on watercolour paper 4xA5” -the paper’s divided into 4 rectangular areas and has shapes both separate and interacting in blues and yellows with heavy black outlines (a good old Expressionist trick). The whole has perfect poetic balance, depth, charm of movement, every emotion including humor …like Miro’ or Paul Klee. Yet it seems calmer than most of the other works. Could be you usually paint from a kind of emotive/music-like source, and maybe this one had a more visual origin
Scaling up? Well, I know with me every painting (and writing) is locked into my head in that first one- thousandth of a second and then the task is to produce that first flash all the way through to the end. I’m mostly known for my wall-sized and mural work, but I put all the same fine detail into those that I would with a miniature (I’ve attached lousy photos of a pic and a detail thereof from a painting I did in 2002 I think Oil on canvas. They might be attached at the bottom of the email)….even the concert and theater backdrops that were 20 x 40 feet. Perhaps when you step up to something that size you lose your internal frame. Or it could be the handling of different materials. It does look to me like rougher handling.
Obviously paintings can take your breath away with their meaning, movement, or a blade of light, or the vigor of a brushstroke, a daring of a dance of colors, but I’ll tell you the real secret to it all is: Composition, composition, composition.
Since most of your work appears to come from movement, you’ll just have to develop that initial visual flash, until you can hold/use it innately, like perfect pitch.Or maybe we’re simply hallucinating the works. In which case you could charge a lot more. Remember: Reality is what you can get away with.
Your maiden voyage reminds me of something you might want to read: John Steinbeck’s (fairly short) serio-comic The Log from the Sea of Cortez. It’s not really a log, but you can burn it if you wish. I think you’d like it though.
You’re exactly right re composition…”I’m guessing it’s something that’s innate in most viewers of art – appreciation of, I mean”. Hence thinkers since the Greeks have voiced opinions/discoveries of what is ‘innately pleasing’…golden points, proportions, etc. as what is ‘good’, ultimately meaning what is elevating in man, thus tying aesthetics to ethics. Back to composition, you’ll see what I mean by looking at all art, everything from antiquities, through Byzantine art (mainly triangles and rectangles) to the X of perspective-based designs at the beginning of the Renaissance, through all classical and neo-classical work, Impressionism and even (occasionally) in Abstract Expressionism -or ‘Action Painting’, which is more what you appear to be doing. Generally, due to the intersecting roads, loops, whatever of the compositional elements, the eye goes on a journey but is never allowed to leave the frame, so making the journey a complete experience, like a book -unless you specifically want it to whiz right out, which is also something you might use. I was wondering if you were using house paint or tubed acrylics for your paintings. House and industrial paints can be much better for what you’re doing, and they have solid credentials, too (viz Jackson Pollock et al). I knew one abstract artist in Seattle who got amazing results using commercial airplane paint. As to application, I have something like $10,000 worth of brushes (in Italy), but I’ve found that sometimes a little kiddies’ brush is better for this or that. Use whatever suits your needs for whichever stage of the buildup -soft brushes, rollers, old ruined brushes, mortar trowels, a spare human head…whatever’s the right tool for the right job so you can construct that balance of whimsy and potency you seem to go for.